Happy Halloween!!!

My complete and final costume for halloween! I hope everyone has had a fun and safe holiday weekend! It was fun being able to dress up so sweet and over the top since it definately isnt my style!

I got to party with the 50 and up crowed, with my loli gals, and made a lot of new friends this weekend! Tonight im at my moms house handing out candy for her because shes stuck at work.

I also entered my costume into the EGL classy costume contest. I hope everyone likes it! :]

I would love to know what kind of fun everyone else had! :]

Halloween with my mama! :D

So here are some pictures from the Halloween Party with my mama. It was lots of fun!
Here is a photo of my accessory details and makeup:

And front and back of my outfit:

And me with my mama!

It was a 50+ party, but I was an exception I suppose since I was my mom's DD. :]

I love hanging out with my mom! ♥

Hopefully I'll be able to show you pictures of outfit #2 farely soon :] Because the Halloeen party last night was so much fun!!!!!!!! <3

30 Day Lolita Challange- Day 12

Day 12 –A picture of you before lolita came in your life.

Ahhh...that was soooo long ago!!!! Even before I started wearing lolita, I was so smitten by lolita once I discovered it, any way I could make my style more girly and incorporate lolita-esque things into my life, I did. But! I was able to find a picture back from around 2005/2006 when i was still in high school. This is one of my I dont care, gonna throw on a tee shirt and jeans knd of day. Most of the time I wore skirts and I had a fair number of blouses and cutesy shirts I would wear, along with some of my own hand made rectangle headdresses. It was still the cool thing to wear them in lolita back then, so I wore them with my normal clothes because that was the closest thing to actual lolita clothing I could get to at the time. I still adore thoes headdresses by the way! ;p

Oh! And I am in the middle, by the way! ;]

And to try and attemp to erase this horrid photo from your minds, this is a horrible cell phone photo of my outfit yesterday! <3

The photos are really washed out looking! Its so dark out all week! All of the lights on in the house and its still so dark!!! Anyways here is my makeup as well. Its all fancy because i was too lazy to re-do it for the halloween party that took place later on.

Jsk: Baby
Boots: rue21
socks/cutsew: offbrand

I was excited! My first time wearing my thick knit otk socks this year! Its finally getting cool out again!! Soon I'll need more layers for my arms as well! As soon as I find a new job I need to go on the hunt for cute new long-sleeved tops! And maybe a cute new coat! I have eye-balling some of the coats on bodyline! And apparently all November long they are having free shipping! I hope that dosent mean that they'll have a dramatic price increase as well! :[

Anywhoo, I hope to be able to upload the pictures soon! But maybe I'll wait till after the other party tonight! :] But I got to be my moms dd. Yay! Lol ;P

30 Day Lolita Challange- Day 11

Day 11 –One day in your lolita life in pictures.

Sorry, unfortunately my daily life is extremely boring. All I ever had time to do is sleep and work. However, since I quit my job now I have a bit more time, but I'm mainly concerned I can find a job before I run my savings dry.

Every morning i start off my day with a shower and breakfast. My breakfast lately has been vanilla yogurt wirh fresh berries. After that I tend to my zoo of animals and make sure everyone is fed and watered. Here is a picture of my two teenager girls, Joanie and Lizzy.

After everyone is fed I take the dogs out. My basset hound is named Boomer, and the chihuahua is Zoro. They are the loves of my life! <3

On this particular day my mom called me up asking me to come over to put on some "goth" makeup on her because shes suppose to dress up for work today. It was really hard to do her makeup without it looking akward since shes not as young as she use to be, but I think she ended up looking awesome, like a sexy scary evil step mother from Snow White! I had to tae a photo of her, and her friend Jim decided to become a photo terrorist! ;P

After that was all settled I came home, cooked a new recepie I found here for something called a chayote squash. It was amazing!! I urge everyone to try this recepie If you can! I actually added hot sauce to it at the end instead of salad dressing, since I didnt have any, and it was pure love! <3

After I did a load of laundry I was off to the pet shop to get food for my snake Iris. I also had to stop by a store I heard was looking to hire some more help. Unfortunately the guy I needed to see wasnt there, so I will have to wait another day :]

Here is my lovely Iris. She was named after the greek goddess of the rainbow by my boyfriend. She is around 2 years old, and is a Variable King Snake.

See how boring my days are? And it is barely 6pm. ;p so now its time to have dinner, which are hot dogs. Haha. BUT I will be going out to kareoke tonight! So heres onto my outfit, which I can only get a photo of from the mirror in the bars restro
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Jsk:Innocent World
Boots: Forever21
Everything else: off brand

Also, I was given a application to fill out as well! :D

I really love this dress because it looks so un-lolita!!!! Maybe its bad to say, but I love the divirsity of lolita clothing!!! <3 Anyways I suppose thats all for the night...my boyfriend had his tirst kareoke song, but I didnt catch it...I did however get a photo of my friend Bart!!!!!! :D

30 Day Lolita Challange- Day 10

Day 10 –What’s in your bag

Well, this bag is my main lolita bag. I do usually have my larger mainstream bags with lolita, but I will stick with this since this is aa lolita meme, Ill stick to my lolita bag. I actually wear this quite often in non lolita coords. Its my second most used bag. I got this off of ebay from a middle man that got it from Dream of Lolita, if I can remember correctly. :]

Whats inside my bag?
* my phone (not shown because thats how I have to currently upload and take pictures)
* my camera (blue one of my favorite colors)
* eyelash glue (cuz you never know when one of them suckers is gonna try to missbehave!)
* my two favorite lipgloss (purple sparkle stuff changes color to pink when worn, from claire's; pink from victoria secret)
*random flavored clear gloss(I bought a bunch of these when I went on my trip to EDC)
* my licence, debit card, and some cash
*sunglasses! (Makes you look 1000x cooler in loli when you have some sweet shades!!)

PICTURES!!!!!

My bag:

Things inside my bag:

I Quit

I just quit my job. A customer called the owner of my work and told him me and my friend were talking shit about the food about how horrible and disgusting it is, and how we never eat it because its so gross...which is such a lie! We never said anythin even close to that!

So, when I came in to open this morning, I got written up for it. I tried to explain to him that no body said anything like that, but he said it didnt matter, the customer is always right.

I am so tired of how they treat everyone there. The management never has your back. They let rude nasty people say and do whatever they want to you no matter what the circumstances. I have been there close to 4 years and I have only recieved one raise. And that was 2 years ago.

I am so done with being depressed because of my job. I have a hard enough time with depression on its own, I dont need that place making it worse. I am tired of comeing home every day wanting to drink myself asleep. I had a panic attack at work before I left and I wanted to cut myself. I have had issues with cutting before. It is such a horrible feeling to feel like you want to cut yourself after you have allready gone and gotten over that part of your life!

I gave up days off, cancelled plans with friends and family, come in early and stay late, had no life for that place and never once has my hard work or dedication been appriciated...

Thankfully I have a bit saved to hold me over for a while...I also have quite a bit of lolita clothing to get rid of as well. Hopefully I will be fine. I'll manage somehow...I always do...Id rather use up my savings now rather then continue to feel the way that I do because of that place.

30 Day Lolita Challange- Day 9

Day 9 –10 things you will never do in lolita.

As I try to wear lolita as often as possible, there are a lot of things I DO do in lolita. However there are still things even I would not do!

1. Rollercoasters. I freaking LOVE roller coasters!!! But I dont think i would ever go on one while wearing lolita. For one, I dont like the thought of flashing everyone REGARDLESS whats under my petticoat! And secondly, i dont want my skirt flying around blocking mine, or anyone elses view!

2. I dont think I would ever ride a bike while wearing lolita either. Mainly for the same reasons as above, plus, while you pedal, it looks like you would show even more! And way easier to catch a breeze up the skirt!! o*_*o

3. Paint!!! Enough said!!! :0

4. Bathe my animals or clean their homes. Dogs are bad enough, but I dont think I would even chance it with my rats!

5. Smoke! First of all, I dont even like smoking in the first place, most brands and types make me feel sick even smelling them. However, every couple of months or so I'll enjoy a menthol or two if im having a couple of drinks, but NEVER in my lolita! I would be devastated if I accidentally cinged my fabric or if my pieces began to smell like smoke! So if i must, I ALWAYS change!!! Either that or I'll be waiting a few more months! Lol

6. Rough house. Sometimes I get a little rowdy and i like to tackle my boyfriend or have big ole tickle fights, but wrinkles and rips are so not rori! :/

7. Snowboard. Even though I think it would look so awesome and I often dream of a cool snowboard loli, I imagine eventually your dress would get really soggy and look bad from the snow melting into the fabric. Other then that, I dream of a lolita in a white Milky chan coord with a white bolero and brownish/grey fur collar/earmuffs and gloves. <3 Maybe the next time I have the oportunity to snow board I'll take a few photos so I can pretend I really were a super cool snow boarder lolita!^^

8. Visit any of my family other then my step sister and my mom. Sad to say, but my step mom isnt very accepting of anything out of the ordinary. I HAVE NEVER been a mainstream girl. Despite of years of knowing this, any time i say do or wear anything not deemed "normal" in her mind she is anything but hesitant to tell me how odd or wierd I am, and i rarely said nicely, weather she means it that way or not. So based on what ive liked in the past, she would definately get her kicks off of my love for lolita :[ So I choose to just avoid the entire situation all together. My mom however thinks I'm the cutest prettiest thing to grace the earth, and my step sister thinks I look good and takes pride in having an elder step sister who does her own thing and rocks it :]

9. Sex. To all you loli_secret posters who love to write about sex in your lolita: Good for you! But I personally dont want anybodys bodily fluid on my beautiful clothing! I send to much time money and energy into my lolita, I am incredibly protective and carefull with my clothing! I dont want them to get dirty in anyway if possible!

10. House chores. Im super afraid that I would ruin my clothes! Especially since I dont have a full sized apron! Maybe if i got one, I could do some simple cooking or dish washing, maybe even laundry...but nothing else!!! I know some girls like to play princess while dressed up but I dont want to play Cinderella while cleaning toilets!^^'

Anyways, it feels good to finally continue with these! I hope I can finally go on to finish! :]

Also, I wanted to share that at my job, we had a tour of little kids come in today! The manager who opened with me today had never done a tour befor, so I got to take charge finally and do the whole thing by myself! It was so much fun and I did way better then my regular manager could have done...hes kind of an idiot...the only reason he became a manager and is in charge of my store is because he LITTERALLY cried to the owner about the job, and he felt bad and got it out of pitty :/ anyways, today was so much fun! I cant wait to be able to finally go back to school so I can become a teacher! :D

30 Day Challange- Day 8

Day 8 –10 songs that inspire you for lolita.

Whew! Its about time i get back on track! Ive been so so busy lately it is so nuts!

1. "Hebi Ichigo"- by Kana
She is so cute but so fierce! I love watching the music video for this song because it gets me all pumped up, and really, thats how I feel in lolita. Cute but fierce. And in all honesty I have no idea what the heck this song is about, but thats how I feel when I hear it anyways.

2. "Chimame"- Kana

3. "Walking on Air"- Kerli

4. "Tea Party"- Kerli

5. "Tais Toi Mon Coeur"- Dionysos

6."Throw it in the Bag"- MC Mellody Doll
Because seriously, who dosent like that song?! XD

7."Wish"- Olivia Lufkin

8. "Lonely in Gorgeous"- Tommy February6

9. "Butterfly"- smile.dk

10. "Lithium"- Evanescence......basically any Evanescence song...they are so pretty and i love the music videos. They are very gothic like and still feminin. Thats how i feel with lolita. Lovely and powerfull!^^


Sorry for the huge delay of this challange, and lack of posts. Its been pretty rough lately. A month ago so ago my boyfriend got laid off of work so ive been really busy taking up extra shifts to pay the bills. Also, we have come to the agreement to move apart for a bit. I was sad about it, but at the same time its going to be really nice having my own space. And were not breaking up or anything either which is good. :]

So yeah, kinda stressfull lately. Glad I did a bunch of shopping before that happened so I pla to show off the last of my new things for quite a while since they are all finally comeing in at the same time. ;p Also blogging is really fun for me and makes me happy so I want to try to do it more often to helpnprove my mood a bit.

So hopefully I will see you all soon! <3

Halloween outfit preview

Ok, so for starters, sorry for the horrible blurry pic from my phone. I hope to get better ones from when i wear this for Halloween at my work/parties. This is my ott sweet cyber lolita...sort of. I really wanted to make some cyberlox to go with it, but i ran out of time and money for them :[ so id really love to try another outfit once i can make me some cyberlox!

I was considering possibly posting my outfit to the egl costume contest, but im not sire if its good enough...

Also, im not sure if anyone can tell, but this is my take on a univorn costume. :] I actually have a second version of a lolita/cyber/unicorn costume for a halloween rave, so ill be sure to get a picture of that as well.

Also, random, but i worked off clock today as a favor to my boss in exchange for free food. I wore lolita and got to help kids make halloween crafts. This is the ghost i made :]